I HATE FOOD!........

May 8, 2008

So I get up this morning and earn my hard sweat of walking on the treadmill for thirty minutes. Getting off I am all pumped for a good eating day and restarting of my diet (watching points). So, what do I do? I eat the left over from last night Mexican food that I vowed to throw out. It was great at the time but now as it is gaining pounds in my stomach it doesn't sound so good. If my husband were he he'd say he was going to call the Weight Watcher President which he swears he has on speed dial (along with my mom's boss, my pastor, and sometimes even God). But he is my biggest supporter telling me I am crazy when I am counting my points <- because he thinks I am beautiful the way I am. Anyways, so now after the horribly delicous lunch I sit on my couch feeling guilty.

I hate food because when I have a craving it is SO strong! I have a problem with eating too many sweets and loving the whole take out thing. The one good thing on my side is I love drinking water and do a lot of exercising in my living room while Ryan plays. I have lost ten pounds just by marching in place.

I havent really been doing the whole diet thing for the last couple months and its so hard to restart it. I havent gain any weight but I havent lost anymore either. I also know how annoying it can be to see a person say "I can't lose any weight" which eating their super sized McDonalds value meal. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to complain and then do nothing about it. I am a firm believer of if you are unhappy with something either change it (if you can) or stop complaining about it! You are the one responsible for making your life the way you want it to be and if you do nothing to change what is making you unhappy then its only your fault.

I guess I can just restart it tomarrow and take it one day at a time. Hopefully I wake up with a craving for a salad and fruit bowl .... yeah, right :)