So many things....

June 14th 2008

So first of all I guess I should update you on my writing progress. I am still working on my book but now I am also trying to write some articles for a newspaper and maybe if I am lucky some magazines. I am actually done outlining my novel but it still needs some work :) I am trying to actually do it but take my time as well because I want it to be perfect!

Then, did you pay attention to the song when you first opened the page? If not go to the bottom and play the first song (FFH Lord move, or move me). I LOVE this song! I have heard it before but I never paid that close attention to it. Its funny how a song explains exactly how you are feeling. I am still trying to figure out how do you become close with God? I always have believed in him but haven't really ever feel close to him. Does he really hear my prayers? Sometimes I am not sure. Why me? I mean with all of these people in the world why take the time for me? How am I suppose to give me anxiety to him when I don't know what that means for one, and when I don't even feel like he is listening? A good friend told me to just be silent and see what he does. I am waiting and hope I see something soon. I hope I am not missing what I should be seeing. I cant say that I haven't seen anything because....

On Monday my husband went to work and left with another employee to go to a vendor site. Some disgruntled employee who he had fired a couple of months ago (yes months ago) showed up at his work. Somehow he got through security and ended up in the warehouse looking for my husband and another guy. Luckily they were both gone because this guy wasn't there to just talk. He was escorted out by some of the employees who knew he shouldn't have been there but on the way out he slashed my husbands tire. Thank God my husband was gone because this guy had something so shard it could cut through a tire! Scary!